It feels like my life has ended, my other part is gone forever
Now, what am I suppose to do
It so unreal how much advice people can give
To have one to share your griefs that really listens is rare
It is strange to set at church with no, one hand to hold
Now the reality has hit me
The question I ask how does one start again
Their are no quick fix books to heal right now
It all seems so strange
One day we are laughing the next I am crying alone
Right now I have no answers on life wisdom
I just feel so lost and abdomen with out him
Right this very moment I am wondering, how can I go on
All my life plans are now changed
Reflection on one life is not easy
The bandages on the heart wounds come off
Then one truly knows, they know very little
I keep wondering how am I going to start over
The hard reality is shining though it black shrine of death
May god grant me the wisdom to get though the hard times
Some issues seem so overwhelming it feel like lead
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