Bombshell

I really couldn’t handle your bombshell
Why they hell did I think I could?
You left it so long to tell me
But when it came to the crunch I couldn’t
People make judgements I know I do
If someone asked me what to do
In this situation I know
I would say run! Run away fast
And she has to come first
I didn’t sleep and thought about it
Over and over in my head
I feel sick to my stomach
As if introducing you was an invitation
It never was and never will be
I was scared like I have never been before
We have fought so hard to be where we are now
Our bond is so strong but fragile
This has strengthened my protective feelings
They go further then you could ever imagine
But I will tell you this just so you know
It wasn’t an invitation and it will never be
As you are not welcome in my life anymore
But I have been asking myself again and again
Why the fuck you thought you could put me in that position!