What The Fuck Is Wrong With Me

What the fuck is wrong with me?
Why can't I just stay in one place, why'd it have to go?
Why do I keep losing everything, why can't I hold on anymore?
And why won't you just let me leave it all behind?

These stairs I'm falling down have to end eventually,
There's got to be a bottom to even this!
So why do I always end up so bitter in the end?
Why do I always scream, rant, and get all pissed?

What the fuck is wrong with me?
I'm losing my mind tonight.
What the fuck is wrong with me?
It's about time you let me give up this fight.

When there's no tomorrow anymore,
Because you left it all behind in yesterday,
What's left for the soul to follow?
Don't respond, because it doesn't matter anyway...

You say there's a time and place for everything,
So why is it these thoughts right now I can't erase?
There's a bridge calling out to me, offering me a grave;
I close my eyes to jump, and all I can see is your face...

What the fuck is wrong with me?
I'm losing my mind tonight.
What the fuck is wrong with me?
It's about time you let me give up this fight.

You can't stop me anymore no matter what you say,
Because it's falling apart anyhow, and I just keep looking like shit.
Can't fake it anymore; tired of faking it anymore;
Could you laugh at me and tell me it was worth it?

What the fuck is wrong with me?
I'm losing my mind tonight.
What the fuck is wrong with me?
It's about time you let me give up this fight.

Save me from this nightmare that I'm drowning in again,
Or maybe it's just time to let the stage curtains close.
I'll take my last bow, wave my audience goodnight,
Only to turn around again and hang like a fool from the rafters by my toes.

What the fuck is wrong with me?
I'm losing my mind tonight.
What the fuck is wrong with me?
It's about time you let me give up this fight.

What the fuck is wrong with me? Why can't you tell me I'll be ok?


"Nostalgia, a bitersweet longing for something of the past. Everything is always nostalgia."