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Okay, Fine
I'm wrong.
But do you even care why?
No, it's just an excuse,
and you're tired of excuses,
tired of everything.
everything that is me.
so why do you say you love me.
when you know you don't
you hate me.
and this is my only escape.
my escape from you,
because you have no idea.
yes! this one's for you,
as if i'd tell.
though it is,
you won't know,
you won't care.
you know you don't.
so get over it.

sometimes i need to scream at the tv,
but i also need to be heard
i can't live in silience anymore,
but you push me back into the darkness.

why,
do you want me here?
so far down you can't hear my tourtured screams
while you live your lie?

i know the real you.
you've shown me.

remember?

but like it matters,
that was a long time ago,
but i know you've done that more than once,

because i've done it too.

yes!
we have a compare,
but to many contrast to comprehend.

and while i talk in my foriegn language you curse me in yours.

why are you an exception?

why do you get to go against everything you complain about?

and do it in front of me?

what did i do to you to deserve this Hell?
what pissed you off so bad?
you PMS off your period and you don't even realize it.
that's sad.

so go on, be ablivious in your own little world,
pointing out other people's flaws,
and ignoring your own.

see what happens.

right now i'm searching in the darkness, but you're slowly providing the light.

and when i find my voice i will scream at you,
loud and hard.

so get ready because i have years of pains and secrets built up

and they're all going to you.

you hypocritic, metaphorical, two-faced bitch.