Here we are, the same place we've always been
Everything out of my control,
What was once in my hands now has gone
Crying now, for the hurting doesn't stop
It's simply buried underneath the false emotions
we force ourselves to take pride in
Screaming in silence because I can no longer hold on
Everything good in me you've taken, now all I have is what's left
The one you see everyday
is simply the mask in which I am hiding behind
Underneath is everything that I am,
everything that you taught me to be,
Are you sorry now mother?
Do you admit your mistakes now?
I am the daughter you've managed to kill in more ways than one
Your apologies are empty words which mean nothing
Everyone I come across pays for your mistakes
Forgiveness isn't in me to give now
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I guess I'm bitter about the shit going on between me and my mother.
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yea, me and the madre never quite hit it off. what's there is tender and undeveloped, and the silence paves the way for the things we can never say to each other.
well, but there is always a time and place.
maybe someday, eh?
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