Hurts the Most

So I can deal with the
Whole forgetting about me
I can deal with you just
Leaving me alone in the dirt
Cause, Baby, this ain't the first
Time that someone did that to me
And, trust me, it won't be the
Last time either.
And I can deal with
You fucking with my emotions
Yes it hurts to be played
But in the end, I allowed it
So I can deal with it
And as far as horrible
Things I have gone though
Well, babe, this hardly makes
My top twenty.
I can also deal with the many
Tears I have and will keep on crying
And you know how I much I hate crying
I can deal with so much more than
People give me credit for
But really, what hurts me the most
About everything
Is just standing alone and beaten
Wondering what I did wrong
Why am I suddenly in silence?
Why am I the one forgotten?
And what really hurts the most
Is knowing I am not good enough
To ever be loved by anyone.