"In Order to Forget, You Must Remember"

The days passed and nothing got better.
Fights were an everyday affair,
my heart couldn't take the constant beatings.
I loved you more then, than I do now.
You have done nothing but use me and abuse me.
Every week we have been apart has been torture.
You love me one week and hate me the next.
You lead me on then turn me away.
What have I ever done inorder for you to feel obligated to treat me in this manner?
I gave you my heart and soul.
I thought you were the one.
I thought I could trust you with my love.
As time passed I slowly learned,
you can trust no one.
We are all ment to decive,
But you were the worst.
You knew how to guilt me into doing things your way.
You knew how to get what you wanted.
You were nothing but a player that toyed with my heart.
I hope you crash and burn.
I hope you find your perfect match.
I hope you find that girl that will toss you around,
like a rotwhiler does a piece of meat.
I've got a fever now.
A fever of rage.
I'll never forgive the mistakes you made.
I'll never forget all the times I got played.
I'll live to forget and die to remember.