These Words to Me

-Never Give Up-

and I repeat it.. never give up...
these words mean a lot of things to me.
It means I pass up the knife when I see it on the counter;
it means I only take as much insulin I need;
it means I put back the extra meds I spill in my hand.
It means I get up and go to school;
it means I take the test even if I'll get a bad grade.

My life is really hard.
I have a lot of medical problems.
My family is in ruins.
My parent are struggling to pay the bills.
I'm woundering if I'll be able to go to college.
I'm doubting I'll ever find some one who loves me.

This all stresses me out...
and I repeat it... never give up...

-Never Give Up-