Too tired to play your game
Too exhausted to shed another tear to your name,
Pray tell what rules do you play by?
Or are you the only one allowed to play?
Does this sick joke have any meaning to you?
So I guess I am simply a piece for you to manipulate
Or am I a puppet whose strings you control?
Well darling I have only one word of advice,
Move my strings carefully because they might just break,
And when that happens I am gone.
Once free I hope never to return to your hellish prison,
But I know your poisonous lies will forever echo in my mind,
E\very word you told was a lie,
I know now,
Every “I love you” was an empty phrase said simply to fool me,
And the sad thing is...
I fell for it
I let you fool me all too easily,
With your false smiles and faked kindness,
Of course you didn’t say it with any feeling,
But the question that begs to be asked is,
Did you ever feel anything for me?
Or was I always just a weak, blind fool to believe you did?
There are some things I need to ask of you darling,
Please don’t ask me to hate you.
For now I am getting to the sad part of this all,
I cannot hate you...
...because I still love you,
I love you for the power you taught me,
And for that I want to say thank you,
Please don’t ask me if I wished upon you the fires of hell,
For I would be lying if I said that I did,
The expression of surprise will tell me all that I’ve wondered,
In those dark nights and darker days,
Your face tells me that you know what you done to me,
To my body and soul,
You know what self created hell you trapped me in,
But I still don’t want to send you to that grim place,
For that place was too dark for any human soul,
Even yours.
So now it’s my last goodbye,
I can’t say I’ll forget you because I won’t,
But I’ll try to remember the good you gave me,
Opposed to the terrible pain,
But now is the end to your cruelty,
It’s time we parted ways for the last time,
So I shall repeat the magic word over and over again,
I will whisper it first,
So light it’ll breeze past your ears like the wind,
But I shall repeat it over and over and over again,
Until finally I’m screaming it to the heavens,
And all can hear me,
The word I have never been strong enough to say,
The word that will now fall off my tongue with ease,
Goodbye.
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Awsome poem very well written great job
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this is absoluetly amazing, i almost cried. it is the perfect thing i needed to hear at this moment, it made me realize that i need to tell him goodbye, i need to move on in order to live a happier life. thank you. i love this poem sooo muc.
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AMAZING x
yuur a really good writter jazziespazzie,
yuu made me cry! =[
it's such a sad poem, and a very beautiful poem too.
i particullarly like the last stanza, it's so sad and it's like i can feel every ounce of pain weighing down on the shoulders of the character, as if tears uncried were bounding her feet to the ground with it's weight
a beautifully sad poem, good work my friend
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Thankies dearie =] and i've been meaning to say the same to you..i know i should be doing this on your poem but i read untitled four and it was really really good....ooh and im sorry it made you cry. i wasn't too sure if this was one of my better ones...i wrote it ages ago and just made some changes, mainly to the last stanza. glad you liked it =]
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Oh my God.
I can relate to every single word. You have no idea how this is just...perfect.
I'm speechless.
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Thanks...Glad I could write something that people, one person, or a hundred, can relate to and maybe mean something to someone other than myself. =]
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