I'm not alright

In the morning I'd put on my clothes, my makeup and a happy face.
I push out the sadness and put a smile in it's place.

I was up tossing and turning and crying all night.
After all of this pain and heart break do you think I'm alright?

I'm tired of all of the texts and calls and the messages that you send
I lost the person I've always come to depend

"Are you alright?" Is all I've heard from anyone
I do my best to stay calm but now I'm done