Sometimes i think those suicidal thoughts
those murderous thoughts
of pain and fear
and i think those thoughts
noone understands not even myself
and my thoughts race through my mind
at the speed of light
i cant concentrate on one thing
without thinking another
and why do i think these suicidal thoughts
these murderous thoughts
of pain and fear
and why do i think those thoughts
that noone understands not even myself
and can i stop how fast these thoughts they go
racing through my mind and never easing
can i have just one where i know what to do
what to do about these thoughts
i do not know i cannot think
i cannot stop this racing in my head
it continues faster and faster until
my head it feels like its going to explode
