you ask me to tell the truth
but my question to you
can you handle it?
can you handle knowing i cried myself to sleep
every night
can you handle knowing that i cried until no more tears came
can you handle knowing that you were the cause
the cause of my pain
my anger
my hatred
of others
of myself?
i always blamed myself for you leaving
i always blamed myself for your drugs,
your alcohol
if only i was a better person
if only i was a better friend
if only
can you handle knowing that i have dealt with things
things that no one should ever have to face
things like death
my death
my pain
my hatred
can you handle my thoughts
can you handle me
can you handle the way i felt
even if you only felt it for a moment
can you handle knowing that i hate you
with every bone in my broken body
with ever fiber of my fragile being
can you handle knowing that i will never forgive you
can you handle it?
can you fucking handle my anger
can you handle me
can you fucking handle my thoughts
now you walk away.
yea i didn't think you could fucking handle me
my thoughts
my anger
my hatred
my pain
don't ever look back,
i wont be there
for you to kill again
Author notes
hisangel92
option 1 {tell the painful truth}
Here you go "Father"
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can you handle knowing that you were the cause
the cause of my pain
my anger
my hatred
of others
of myself?
i always blamed myself for you leaving
i always blamed myself for your drugs,
your alcohol
if only i was a better person
if only i was a better friend
if only
I understand. raw.
can you handle knowing that i will never forgive you
owch. it hurts.
i wont be there
for you to kill again
emotional ending.
go you
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i feel this way constintly....it sucks so bad
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