Every day I deal with this pain,
Every day I never complain,
I know if I do It will be worse,
So i just lay here waiting for the worst,
Knowing if I struggle I will be beat,
The one I love stands next to me,
With an assuring smile he leaves,
As the first waves of pain shoot through me,
I feel no more pain,
I am numb,
Oblivious to my surroundings I pass out,
Waking up not wanting to believe what had happened,
I watch my world go by,
Wanting so badly to fly,
Trying so hard to survive,
I cling to reality,
Taking this pain and abuse,
Using drugs,
What's the use?
Parents don't seem to care or understand,
As I perish in this land,
Waiting for a hand to reach down and save me,
I pray every night asking for help,
Shaking from fright,
Where is God in all of this?
Will I even be missed?
So i just bow my head,
And take this pain,
With shame.
This is for a very good friend of mine, she went through the same abuse as me
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Heck of a poem
Very emotional. I can feel everything. All the questions are just so very real and painful. I know how it feels to want to give up, but still I never did. My stubbornness kept me going.
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wow sexy. this was a very powerful poem. i enjoyed this alot. i thought this was very amazing and it took my breath away. keep it up.
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Wow
Very good an excellent write. Most moving I don't have much to say, it's painfully beautiful.
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I pray every night asking for help,
Shaking from fright,
Where is God in all of this?
Will I even be missed?
So i just bow my head,
And take this pain,
With shame.
Beautiful.<3
You are an amazing writer -
Being lost
The sadnes of one feeling so alone and yet be around people. Only the mind and the poet can understand such inner pain I think. Hang tough poet.
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this is really good. i like it alot im glad taht i did read it.
keep writing
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