The Blank Space On The Wall

I took your picture down today.
I knew it had to be done...
But now as I look at that space on the wall
I feel my battle is never won...

I finally left my room today.
Since a time that seems to have been weeks...
Although only hours have tip-toed by,
I still feel tattered and meek.

I had a bite to eat today.
For the first time in a long while...
My starvation was unmasked until my jaw refused to move,
And so displaying the shadow of a smile.

I finally laughed again today,
and even recieved a hug!
The embrace was so sweet, although reminding of you,
and how I miss you so much.

And so, as I stare at that space on the wall
I feel my hands quiver and lower lip shake...
I was so used to that picture, and now that it's gone,
All the more, I feel my chest ache.