your temperament is not shy. you would kill me if you tried. you would bury me alive.
i try to go, i try to leave, i try to disappear you see.
stop fighting.
i think i may be dieing.
you want to find me dead, or kill me while i am sleeping in bed.
do anything, use anything, i don't give a care.
lead or ink, steak knives, and needles, bleach or gasoline.
you will do anything to get rid of me.
go ahead, no one can get close enough to stop my leaving.
no one can stop you from making my leaving.
if murdering me is what you want to do, at least i will be gone.......
away from you...............
there i go..........
finally...........
my leaving
