[Broken Again; Stronger Still]

Love and hate intertwine
as the blood and tears run cold.
This pain raging deep inside
is anything but old.

I built a wall around my heart,
and did a great job avoiding;
but you convinced me to tear it down,
your 'love' was so alluring.

I kept telling myself no,
that everything was just a lie;
but I thought things would be different,
and so I gave you a try.

I felt my heart slowly breaking
and allowed my tears to fall.
My friends became concerned for me,
but you didn't care at all.

I believed every little lie,
those fake words coming from you;
it was all meaningless fun,
and again, i was simply used.

If only you knew the pain you brought,
how many tears I have cried,
how much I fucking hate your guts,
and how badly I wish to end my life.

Smile that fake smile of yours,
look straight into my eyes,
tell me you love me so much,
and hurt me one more fucking time.

I want you to regret what you did,
every second of every day;
I want somebody to do this to you,
so you can feel this goddamn pain.

Fuck you, you goddamn asshole,
don't you dare come near me.
I'm over the pain and back to the anger;
and damn is it something you don't wanna see.


[I am better, I am stronger;
I will live my life as if you never even existed.
You're not worth one second of my thoughts,
Much less a lifetime of my pain.]

|I Fucking Hate You|