If these are the best years of my life, kill me now

For someone who meant so much
You replaced me rather quickly
You just used me for a crutch
When the ground was slippery
But looks like you are doing fine
Looks like you no longer need me
This is the last night that we dine
This is your last chance to breathe

Did you think I was going to just let go
Did you think I'd just forget
Did you honestly believe I'd let you walk
Sweet little Juliette
Were you really just going to leave this behind
And forget all about your vow
If these are the best years of my life
(IF THIS IS THE BEST JUST KILL ME NOW)

Were you trying to escape me
Never thought it would come to this
I was happy and carefree
Where as you were careless
You let your freedom get out of control
I had to help restrain you
Did you think that you were being helpful
Do you know what you put me through

Did you think I was going to just let go
Did you think I'd just forget
Did you honestly believe I'd let you walk
Sweet little Juliette
Were you really just going to leave this behind
And forget all about your vow
If these are the best years of my life
(IF THIS IS THE BEST JUST KILL ME NOW)

I tried so hard to make this right
But you made it impossible
I gave up everything for you
Gave you my heart and soul
But I didn't have enough to satisfy
Your ever expanding lust
I've been trying to give you up
But I can not adjust

Did you think I was going to just let go
Did you think I'd just forget
Did you honestly believe I'd let you walk
Sweet little Juliette
Were you really just going to leave this behind
And forget all about your vow
If these are the best years of my life
(IF THIS IS THE BEST JUST KILL ME NOW)