Seeking heaven once more

Days are speeding through my mind like a tiny race car,
I can't stand still, and still I can't think straight!

I guess when they say you're in love, then you're in love.
Gosh this is so rough, what else can it be?

I have no idea what to do, or when the next paycheck is due.
I'm thinking so hard now, but nothing seems to be coming through.

Help me dear father in heaven, please heed to my heart dear God.
It feels like a needle right through the very vain that makes me love.

I guess this is the time to tell it all, the time to pass us on.
A moment ago you were sitting there speaking, but now you're long gone.

The room is empty besides this feeling of sorrow in the back of my head.
I can't even concentrate these days, so the next time I'll go with you.

Just give me one condition and I swear we'll make it through.
I know right now you think theres not much to live for, but I promise you this:

        Don't lose hope and you'll never give up.
        When times are hard just think of easier days and you'll break a smile.
        The last thing I expected, was always the first thing to happen.
        When you need a little romance just turn the lights way down low and light        candle.

        Just believe me, you'll never believe how fast the time does go.
        Cherish everything and save the little moments most.

Then he kissed my hand good-bye and all I remember are the dreams that came to me.
Every second of the night I would pray for him to come lay beside me again.

When once we were so happy now there are no days left to seek.
As if I have no voice to call him back to me, he is long gone.

I wish for another life to take flight tonight and release me of mine.
Take me to God and the unimaginable depths of the oceans in my mind.

Where I can finally escape this desire to fly so high above all that is unseen.
Pain can no longer exist within the primises of his kingdom and the freedoms I seek.

  Dear Merciful God,
 
Thank you for all the moments you've given to me.
I will learn to cherish life a little more from here on out.
To take in all the small things and reunite with all things in the past.
            For one is never truely forgotten, just misplaced!