Still waiting for you

I lay here warm yet cold
I sit here with my eyes shut yet still looking
I try to move on but your face still lingers
And most of all, I see you looking yet looking straight through me

I am who I am because of you
I am what I am because of the things you do
I am who I am today because of you
And most of all, this is why I hate you

Why I still think of you is besides me
Why you never say hi, i still wonder
Why we fell out I still ask
And most of all, why I question, I still question

I am who I am because of you
I am what I am because of the things you do
I am who I am today because of you
And most of all, this is why I hate you

So many things to say but I can’t find the space
So many times I’ve wished to see your face
So many hours thinking of you
And most of all, so many feelings still waiting for you

I am who I am because of you
I am what I am because of the things you do
I am who I am today because of you
And most of all, this is why I hate you

You created my existence
You gave me a reason to shine
You made me feel special
And most of all, you made me feel loved

I am who I am because of you
I am what I am because of the things you do
I am who I am today because of you
And most of all, this is why I hate you

Love isn’t for the weak hearted
Love is for the strong minded
Love isn’t for a while
And most of all, love is still waiting for you