the truth

thinking
all the words running around in my head
all the things not meant
all the thing i should've never told
but now your gone
your with him
and im with her
but know i cant look at her
with out worrying if its going to happen again
i wish i would have never walked away from you
maybe you'd still be here today
but i guess thats in the past
so i'll try talking to you
just to be a friend
it doesnt work
i guess i went to far
i did a horrible deed
i'll leave you alone
but know i love you
a week passes
and look who runs back
crying,
sobbing,
wanting me back
but it's to late
i found a new love
so i say we should not be
but when i get home
i cry
and i cry
thinking thats this is how it should be
this is the path i must take
but maybe we'll have another chance in heaven
but i guess you dont want that
because you want it now
and i dont want to have that feeling of pain
that i get every time i walk by you anymore
the pain every time i hold her hand
all i can think about is you
wishing and hoping
that one day it will be you again
so for now i'll pick up the pieces and move on
with these emotions locked up
and hid