Grady

Slit my wrists and spill my blood
Here I am miserably in love
So unsure of what to do
Only sure I just lost you
Damn my mouth and its untamed ways
All those things I didnt mean to say
Here I wam just beginning to sober up
Never again talking while Im drunk

All these tears you cannot see
So glad you wont witness me being weak
Im trying to pretend Im okay
An actor Im not, nor did I ever claim
Damn my heart for betraying me
Why cant I just make myself leave
Im trying so hard to save you pain
And here I am crying once again

Cut my wrists and seal the skin with a kiss
How the fuck did my love come to this
Destruction and pain and such an eerie silence
I cannot call you, trust me I already tried it
Answer the phone, let me plead and beg and cry
Then just...ask me to not make this goodbye