You taught me how to hurt
(inside and out)
You taught me how to hate
(myself)
You taught me how not to cry
(except inside)
You taught me how to duck
(from your fist)
You taught me how to feel insignificant
(from everyone)
You taught me how unimportant I really am
(I have no worth)
You are the master to which I answer your call
what is it I am to do now but fall, down upon
these knees of mine and beg for death, please
take me from this world of pain, take me somewhere
it won't rain, tears of hurt, tears of hate, tears that
make me take and berate myself for the very existance
of what I am, why must I stand here and let you beat
me to death, what am I to you just a test? To see if
you measure up and are a man, no your not your just
a boy throwing a temper tanrum but I am the one that
takes the brunt.
You taught me how to fear
(you and everyone else)
You taught me that I am but a worm
(to you)
You taught me to hate the sexual act
(rape me several times a day)
You taught me how to feel so very small
(why am I here god at all)
You taught me to wish for death
(tried it several times)
Master, Master what is it you will do with me
I am but a small part of your life you see
you gave me so much to stop feeling for,
death was what I saw as a welcome door
I went from you to her and she did the same,
from her to him and he just ignored me like
I wasn't even there.
You all taught me how to be nothing at all
(in this life)
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