being torn up inside
with this pain i'm trying to hide
i can't understand how i feel
when you've been so numb
& you finally feel again
how do you ever understand feelings?
one minute i'm happy
the next i'm sad
one second i'm angry
then next i'm glade
now i wonder what i did wrong
so now i'm singing
that same sad song
what do you do when the fake smile fades?
the one stopping the looks everyone gave
what do you do if you cant maintain it anymore?
& all you want is to close the door
how can you shatter any more?
when you've already been broken
so many times before
how is it the wounds reopen
when they've been helled
how is it the i'm still breathing
still walking
still moving
still crying
still hurting
still bleeding
how is it i haven't died yet?
when i've been through so much pain
why is it that i'm just lying crumpled on the floor?
but when you come
i leave open the door
why can't i close it?
close myself off from you
why did the numb go
& the feeling return
i can't handle this
i'm torn up inside
with this pain i'm trying to hide
Author notes
my thoughts my feelings
Please tell me what you think
Comments
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Aww/This was so sad.It really ecpressed what you were feeling.I hope you get better soon.If I can help in anyway let me know. This was very good!!
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whats happening for these sad poems darlin things cant be going that bad with your new beau are they
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this is so emotional, so painful. It is beautiful in its own way.
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This is a very sad piece. It is very emotional and deep. Great poem!! I loved every line of it.
Well done,
Sydney
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