One and Only Teen Love

I didn’t expect to be so lucky
After my life had been shredded by someone I had loved, I had trusted
The shred’s were swept up and placed in a strong hand
His strong hand put the shreds together the best he could
At first he was confused; he had never had a girlfriend
Everybody was surprised when they found out about the new match I had made
I never had suspected it to be so great
My standards were so low then, I just wanted someone to tell me they loved me
How could I have known then I was so extremely lucky
All I know now is I can’t live without him, I would be so fragile
I’d never love another man ever as much as I love this boy

At times I cry, he whisper’s quietly in my ear, why are you so sad
I wish I could answer him, because I know he could solve everything for me
I know it hurts him deep inside to see me so depressed
Yet at times when I lay in his warm bed next to him, safely cradled in his arms
I feel vulnerable, I feel like everything will go wrong soon
He repeats over and over that he’ll never leave me
He’ll never break up with me; he’ll never get annoyed with me
He gets tired after work, he sleeps so very long
As soon as he closes his eyes the cold sadness slips into my mind
Whispering in my ears, playing behind my eyes, tangling my hair in tears
I quickly wipe the wet away hoping he won’t wake up
I can’t stand to let him see me cry
I don’t want it to be that, to keep him away

Yet he makes me so very happy, on day’s that he’s happy himself
Waking up early in the morning after a long night
Spending the entire day in his warm bed
Our bodies tangled together under the sheets
The TV on quietly in the background as we embrace each other
Starring deep into each other’s eyes
I sometimes think of what it’d be like if we were married, if we lived together
Sometimes I go even beyond that, imagining us with a baby
Never would I ruin my youth with a bawling cutie
Yet I’m allowed to wonder what I’d be like, he’s the only boy I’d ever want a family with

Love is such a strong word, and it’s such a strong relationship
I worry for him, just as anyone would a husband
Never do I want to hear the news that my love has died, yet it worries me
So many bad things happen; I just can’t put the dark behind me
Nobody will stop me from loving my one and only