Tied in Knots

My stomach feels like it’s tied in knots
Don’t seem to know who’s who or what
Its time to run is what my minds telling me
I can’t get what I want so just be free

The career path I chose is on offer here
Along with close friends I’ll always hold dear
The trouble I’ve caused, friendships adrift
Only so many hearts I can really uplift

I’ve been alone for six months now
Playing the field when I like anyhow
I’ve done no harm to those I know
To the outside world it’s a happy show

I miss the company late at night
The intimate touches of pure delight
The little things that couples do
Makes me want to find someone new

Maybe its time that I just moved on
Took the next step to find where I belong
That leap of faith I advise to my friends
Into the unknown that never ends