Point Of No Return-

From the light we created,
can i be awakened,
from the pieces you have taken,
can i be resurected,

heart thrumming, wildly out of control,
tears spring into my eyes,
as waves of betrayal, stab in from behind,
the screams are silenced, as to many have fallen,
in moments, all feeling slit off,
and stolen.

my ragged breaths bring nothing but pain,
as the dark and shifty ground begins to give way,
im running , but im not moving,

im stuck in this blackness,


the chills of emptiness slide down my spine,
as the horror of right now ignites every,
sound, howling forward,
it's all out to consume me,
i feel it ripping through me making its way ,encircling my body

open the door of death
if it is the only option I've left.

anything to escape this pain

im screaming at your vanity,
smashing all apoligies, the pain plumets  down upon me,

i fall to my knees,

is this the end now?

how can you be so cruel, twist your knives in deeper,
push me into the depths of despair, your latest torture chamber,
from every scream i release from my throat,
the cold bites in snapping at my breaking bones,
as the bitter tears, burn behind  their frail eyelids
rebelling waters of my own strained tear ducts,
pour for a short lived love,

so break everything i have left,
take shards of glass, slit open my chest,
place them in instead,
and let my broken heart rest as a crown on your head,

i look up at you,
from my bleak nothingness,
and you smile,
your angel features burn bright with confidence,
your radiant, a beautiful lie,

i hate you,

i feel in this blank desolate place,
one thing, one emotion that pours over to the brim,
it simmers and explodes, i crunch my fist,
i know within every inch of every bit of all this pain,
that there is no escape now,
its getting stronger coming
                                            closer..

its on the verge of swallowing me whole,
and taking over,
i stand my ground, even if its broken and ruined,
ive got nothing to lose because you stole it,

so i walk away,

your face crumbles and desperation takes a hold of it,
my pace increases in its own time,
panic in my chest, grips its own mind,
i run forward im losing you now,

i dont feel like living between the truth and the lies,

so as i move forward with nothing left to show,
but another costly failure,
as i sit up at night and hold myself breathing sharply,
trying to escape all the pain that nibbles away at my flesh,

ripping and tearing, until at last i collapse,

with nothing on my bones, but shreds of crimson regret,
yes
      dear
            the
                    nothing
                                becomes
                                              my
                                                  only
                               
                                                              escape.-