So I'm scared

I know I run.
You know I'm easily scared.
I know when we fight we may both think of giving up.
But I also know that both of us will always fight that.
We love each other.
You make me feel so safe yet so scared.
I love you so much.
I don't know what I'd do without you.
No matter what we fight over.
I promise you will always have my heart.
I want to be by your side.
I live my life for you,
to see your smile,
to be able to touch you,
to kiss you,
to be in your arms at night.
I know there isn't anything we can do right now.
But I need you to know that I've never needed anyone as much as I need you.
I will wait as long as it takes because I know you are more then worth it.
I'm scared but when I'm with you it doesn't really matter.
Even when I look like crap you still think I'm beautiful.
Even if we are behaving you are still there.
Even if we fight I know you still love me.
Even though we are so far away from each other we are so close.
So I'm scared but I know you will always be there to fight for me, with me, and against me to help me overcome it.