Dependable Girl

In my heart there lay two worlds
that used to live in perfect harmony.
No one could explain the shock I felt
when thoes two worlds became mortal enemies.

My heart and soul were divided down the middle
and no amount of tape or glue could bring them back together.
How was I to know,
that this would change me forever?

For three long months I've been trying to live a lie,
trying to pretend that everything is fine.
But I know you can see my misery,
you, who created this great divide in me.

I gave you my heart and soul to keep
but all you did was turn them against me.
How could I keep beleiving all your lies,
I guess I just thought you really cared about me, deep down inside.

Now my dreams are hurtful,
for I can still see thoes perfect, beautiful trees.
The blue skies and still river water,
the feel of your heart beating hard against my own.

Every memory I have of you is painful,
every thought of you hurts.
The sight of you makes my stomach churn,
yet I'm afraid that this isn't even the worst.

Go ahead, tell me how much of a fool I am again.
How you've used me once more,
and now you are the victor,
of this long and painful war.

Don't put your arms around me,
don't try to comfort all my sorrows.
You have broken me completely,
I feel like there are now no more tomorrows.

I wake up every morning,
dreading to see your perfect face.
To hear your voice call out my name,
to smell the sweet scent of your skin.

Don't pretend to love me,
it hurts more than you know.
I'm sick of all your excuses,
I hate you more than you know.

Don't come to me with your problems,
you've brought them on yourself.
I'm sick of being
your dependable girl.