Silent

Silent noise on my
Lips begging to
Creep out.
Beg, oh they beg,
That awful silent
Sound.
Know that I'm
Wrong, shouldn't
Think this way.
My minds all
Washed up in
This life-like
Parade.
Make it go away,
That creeping
Awful sound.
Take it away,
Bury it six feet
Underground.
I actually wish I
Could let it come
Out and tell you
What I long to
Tell.
My heart is closing,
Shutting tight.
Walls are going up,
Not even gonna put
Up a fight.
I'll push you away
So I can't feel,
Secretly we're making
A silent deal.