Even though I felt I could change,
apparently I can't.
I thought I could but without even knowing
He just informed that I'm unable.
It hurts because I thought I had.
He's all I ever think about when he's not next to me.
Maybe thats my down fall,
there are no words to explain.
How much I wish, how confident I was that I could be the one for him.
He is amazing.
His smile, his laugh.
He cares so much, so do I
but we all know thats never enough.
Without even trying to all I did was lie.
I can't be the one for him.
I'm not the person we both thought I was.
I'm just the same old piece of shit.
Same lies, same game, same little bitch.
I thought I could prove them wrong,
thought I could change.
But just like they told me,
I'll always be the same...
Please tell me what you think
Comments
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this is such a deep, powerful poem
such depth and emotion in there
great write -
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thenk you so much. i have hardly been able to write for the past couple of years. The only thing that sucks is that it took the love of my life telling me that it seems like its about me a lot. thats how he didnt even know he was telling me i hadnt changed. how does a person trully change??
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