Rawr

The bright light left me the revolving shadows make their way to me.
I see faces I’m not supposed to see. I have longings that will certainly destroy me.
And I fear that I almost like it this way.

No one can hear me because they’re all too far away.
No one is listening anyways, they believed I was done with this life.
Two of the worst demons are coming this way, and I smile at their return.

Touch me, make me feel alive again.
Fix me, I want to feel whole again.
Listen to me, I’ve lost sight of who I am.
Lie to me, convince me that I don’t need you.

I’m not tired, I’m wide awake.
But I’m exhausted with myself.
I’m not free, and I’m surely not chained.
But I feel that I’m sinking.

I’m not okay, yet nothing’s wrong.
I just hate feeling alone,
Sometimes, like today.
I don’t feel like I’m strong enough to fight off these thoughts.