Discolored Roses

i guess that all of this torment
is starting to get to me
i want to know something
if you all did care so much about me
why am i still being treated

i want to guess why i've been fairly reduced
nothing is giving up
i won't give truce
roses of discolored contempt
have my heart
won't you just start to look into my eyes
pain before pleasure
i've started to rise

your too much
i can't believe that you would say all those things
you don't mean a damn word
you don't even bother with me
i might call you a friend
but i want more than that
and if i can't have it
then i won't call you back

Chorus
discolored roses
have grown fond of me
discolored contempt
has started to bleed
for your insolence
i shall release....

i tried my best to be by your side
and you played my emotions
so you won't decide
my fate is my fate
and yours is mine to behold
if you won't let me in
i will lose control
so you laugh at my heartbrokeness
i shall release your body from me

and i can't look into her eyes
every teardrop that i cry
blood is nothing
and hate is my source
so what if i don't need you around
i won't let myself
be runned through the ground
no more of your selfish lies
i don't care if you have problems
as do i....

Chorus 2X
discolored roses
have grown fond of me
discolored contempt
has started to bleed
for your insolence
i shall release...

discolored roses
have grown fond of me
discolored contempt
has started to bleed
for your insolence
i shall release...

so what if you say things
they mean nothing to me
so what if you mean things
you try to hurt me
through selfish loathing
i shall start to bleed
no more pain for me
i relinquish your soul
body and mind
have no means to control