Compiling me

Age one,
A kermit in a box,

Age two,
Little brother came along,

Age three,
a broken arm,


Age four,
an unkept promise,


Age five,
a shattered hope,

Age six,
a hacked off fringe,

Age seven,
a demolished cot,

Age eight,
a new town,

Age nine,
a forgettable year

Age ten,
a move to the city,

Age eleven,
she's sick,

Age twelve,
she's gone,

Age thirteen,
I find myself,

Age fourteen,
She allows me to grow,

Age fifteen,
A little crush,

Age sixteen,
Some big news,

Age seventeen,
A year in the cold,

Age seventeen point five,
she's gone, I don't know why.

Age eighteen...
I came alive, I met the one, he made me whole, he's where I begun.

Age nineteen...
He's long gone, and I'm playing games of lost and found.