love in death

If I were to die today,
theres some things you should know,
some things I never told you,
before my time to go..

I couldnt tell you,
though I tried,
of all the things to follow,
pride and fear,
and sometimes doubt,
can be so hard to swallow..

But if I were to die today,
I would want for you to know,
that every time I talked to you,
I couldnt bare to let you go!!

You may not think,
that you meant much,
deep in this heart of mine..
but since the day i met you,
my life you've redefined!

And if I were to die today,
I think that you should know,
you're all the things I dreamt I'd find,
but gave up on long ago..

But no,
I didn't show it,
I couldnt think of how,
to tell you you're my everything,
though you're never around..

So, if I were to die today,
please never doubt this fact:
I think I fell in love with you,
though I acted nonchalant..

And if in death,
I had one thing,
all I would ask is this:
that you would know,
I fell for you,
and love you still in this.