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To All My Friends ~ PLEASE READ

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Undoubtedly, each of you is in a various stage of update as to my life and health...and while I wish I could write to each of you individually, I was looking over my list of favorites earlier today and counting out how many of you I owe an IM or email. I realized there was no possible way I could get the number of notes written in a few days time that I wanted and needed to...especially knowing none of them would be "quick" or less than novel-length.   I've never been one to write out a standard Christmas letter that gets sent to everyone in my address book, and I admit this feels a bit like doing that. (Minus the festive occasion, unfortunately.) However...I trust you'll all understand my time restraints and forgive me if you don't receive a personalized note...until later.

The most recent news is this: After doing a bone biopsy (which obviously should have been done MUCH sooner my doctors have told me I do have infected bone in my left foot. The bone is already deteriorating so there's no way it can be fought with antibiotics alone. Monday I'm going into the hospital for surgery...they will remove the entire 5th metatarsal and little toe. The surgery is done in 2 stages, first they remove the bone and pack it open, 2 days later they sort of "car wash" it out and stitch things closed. I expect to be back home Thurs. or Friday.

A quick summary of events in the past year, for those of you who might be a little behind:

A little over a year ago I developed an infection in a small cut on the bottom of my foot. I was given crutches to use in an attempt to offload all weight. However...as a result of putting so much pressure on the "good" foot, I developed a blister on it...thus giving me two wounds that refused to heal. From there I ended up on a carrousel of weekly wound care appointments, and a series of podiatry, orthopedic, and cardiovascular doctor appointments coupled with MRI's (3 to date) MRA's and other tests to determine if my circulation was bad. (They say it isn't.) Eventually it became a question of whether or not I had osteomyelitis, or an infection in the bone, of my left foot.

It seemed for every time a doctor told me there WAS infection, another was telling me there was NOT. My local, family doctor was concerned with the wishy-washy answers I was getting, so in August he set me up to see an infectious disease doctor in a different hospital/health care system to get another opinion. Again, the news seemed good...the infectious disease Dr. said he didn't believe the bone to be infected, but wanted another MRI done because the previous one had been "cloudy". He ordered one for the right foot as well, which up to this point no one else had done. He said the only way to positively diagnose infection was by doing a bone biopsy, but this would only be set up if infection was suspected from the MRI results. Infections were usually fought first with heavy-duty antibiotics, but if that didn't work, surgery to remove the infected bone would be necessary. Basically, a lot of information he didn't think I'd even need to know.

2 days after the test I received a phone call saying the MRI was negative for infection. 2 days after that...I got a phone call to schedule an appointment with the orthopedic surgeon for a bone biopsy. As it turned out, the first call was only to report findings on my right leg.

In Sept. I also began lymphedema therapy to try and deal with the severe swelling in my legs and feet. So as to not overload my kidneys, only one leg was treated to begin with...and to date, they've calculated aprox. 5 liters of fluid has been taken off just my right leg. The left is just as bad, if not worse, but I can't begin treatment on it until the infection has been dealt with, for fear of spreading it further.

Last Thursday, the 16th of October, I had 4 samples of bone removed from my left foot. It was supposed to be a quick procedure under local anesthesia. However...due to the massive swelling, they didn't think they could get numbing medicine deep enough into the foot. Plus...there was a possibility the numbing medication could further spread the infection. So...they put me to sleep...which wasn't a huge deal, just that it made me useless for about 3 days, and falling asleep in front of the computer was standard.

That pretty much brings things up to date.

I've been a member of AP for 2 1/2 years now, and in that time I've met a wealth of amazing people I am honored to consider friends and family. Some of you I message often, some only occasionally; some of you are close friends who know most of my life's history, while others know just a few basic facts; some of you have been friends from practically the moment I first entered the site, others I've gotten to know more recently; for the people I don't know, I hope to cross your path at least once, and in a positive way... But no matter where you fit into my AP "landscape", one thing remains true for each of you I've been blessed to meet: you are all sources of strength and inspiration to me...and that is what brings me through the multitude of challenges life has tossed at me.

I hope each of you know how much your friendship has been appreciated during my time on AP. To quote those really annoying messages when you've been put on hold..."Your message is important to me and will be answered in the order received."

I'll be on again Sunday for a brief time...so I will try to get back to a few of you then.

Love and s to all,
~Julie

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  • Endeavor gold member
    January 29

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    Hi Julie


    Each time I read this, I get depressed
    It is hard for me to talk about this
    all I can do is pray

    I will call you later

    Rick


  • grannyeri gold member
    December 13, 2008

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    You have been HOOD WINKED by The Poetic Bandits. Wishing you all the best in your health matters. Does not sound like anything anyone would want to be part of. Prayers from us to you - you are being though of and hopes of recovery are sent your way.


  • Haiku-bless-you gold member
    December 12, 2008

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    HOODWINKED!

    Julie,
    You have been through so much my Bandit Sister, my heart goes out to you. My prayers are also offered up on your behalf that your health may be restored and that you may once again renew your joy of life. Please know that you have many friends here that care about you and want you to know that we are here.

    You have been Hoodwinked today by your Poetic Bandit Family because WE CARE. May God bless you and meet your every need dear Sister.

    Brother Dennis


  • debilynn gold member
    December 11, 2008

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    HOODWINKED!!!

    Julie, it's your turn to shine in the bandits. you have been through quite the ordeal. you are still written in my prayer journal so know i have been praying for you daily. i believe you have had the surgery already, what is the follow-up? i pray you are doing okay now sweet julie. write when you can or i can call you. GOD BLESS YOU ALWAYS


  • Lady Altheia gold member
    December 11, 2008

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    Hoodwinked

    You have been throughquite an rdeal. I hope everythig works out for you. It all sunds toublesome and costly,


  • Desire gold member
    December 11, 2008

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    Hoodwinked!!

    Oooooooooh my Beautiful and I am so sorry to hear about Your condition~ and I wish You much Love also Light for Healing
    There are many here saying a prayer for You to be well- also be out of the hospital~
    You do what You can and Gosh Bless Your Heart for taking the time to write this- I imagine it was hard and also You have been Hoodwinked by The Poetic Bandits
    You are Loved and Appreciated~
    Many blessings to You in all You do Sweet Soul
    Best wishes & speedy recovery too
    with much love & light~ Desire~*~


  • myrataal silver member
    December 3, 2008

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    Hallo Julie ...

    Thank you for posting this information. It is a wake-up call for many of us who disregard aches and pains, running around instead of going for treatment.

    I had trombosis in my leg earlier this year and I am still struggling to get back to good health. I pray that everything will be fine and that you may heal as expected.

    Much Joy and Peace for the Festive Season.

    Love
    Myra


  • Freed by Mercy silver member
    November 16, 2008

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    Dear Julie,

    I hope and pray that this takes care of your foot, that all goes well, and that your overall health improves immensely.


    Joyce


  • Timothy Cameron gold member
    October 29, 2008

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    I have not had internet service for a long while now, so I am not online and keeping up with things as I would like to. As you know, I am cool with visiting you in the hospital, if you let me know where you will be.


  • hugh wyles silver member
    October 26, 2008

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    Dear Julie,

    You know that you have been in my prayers for many months now and you may be sure I will not leave off. Knowing what my poor wife Edna is going through and how she feels being unable to walk, you have my full sympathy and understanding.
    I pray that surgery will result in hoped-for relief for you.
    With love and hugs XXX Hugh.


  • catz Moderators member
    October 25, 2008

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    What a horrendous string of events to have to go through. You seem to have a positive attitude, though, which is half the battle. I hope everything gets to be okay soon. In the meantime you have my well wishes for a good recovery

    Dee


  • Rose Angel gold member
    October 24, 2008

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    Dear darling sister...How tiring it must be to write your story to us all considering what you are going through..You are in our heart and in our prayers...Feeling the tears welling as I write, dear trista..Our God is a mighty God..I entrust you to His care as many of are..You are loved always...Emmanuel...God with us, is with you Now...Prayers and hugs...Sister Rosemaryxoooo


  • daviscth silver member
    October 24, 2008

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    I was just thinking about you dear. Thank you for the update. God bless you and God speed in getting well.


  • michellemybelle gold member
    October 24, 2008

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    HI Julie, thank you for the complete update. Please know you are in my prayers and I think this is encouraging. What has been done, hasn't worked, so I am glad to see a new treatment on board. I am very hopeful, after you heal from this surgery, you will find yourself having much needed, long due, relief!
    love you,
    Michelle


  • kiwigirljacks gold member
    October 24, 2008

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    Wow.. sorry to hear you've been through all this! My thoughts are with you hun for a speedy recovery now and to see you back here when you can.


  • aboomer silver member
    October 24, 2008

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    Prayers and best wishes from me for a rapid and full recovery....
    sssssss


  • Loveandblessings2u gold member
    October 24, 2008

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    Hi Friend,
    You have always been a blessing to me.
    I once talked to you on the phone and you said " I sounded like an Angel ", just like Rick said I did. I always believed in Angels, but you already know that. Anyway I hope I am one, many of my patients call me an Angel. So if I am one, please know that I am looking down over you. You are going to be just fine, I can feel it, I believe.
    Love You Julie, talk to you soon.

    Here have a
    Joyce

  • Starz of Heaven gold member
    October 24, 2008

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    Well you know what I think and soon you will be back to us with very long long comments on our poems until then I will ignore any long comment Hang in there oh and your last line made me laugh, I hate those messages. Talk to you soon.


  • Never Fall in Love
    October 24, 2008
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    I'm always here for you

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