I fell in love...I change my mind like I change clothes.

I fell in love
I fell out of love.
I change my mind just like I change clothes, all the time.
I couldn't imagine what my life would be like without you.
Now I'm living it. All I can say is, life sucks without you.

I know I shouldn't say this,
but I have to say it out loud.
I love you. I always have. I most likely always will.
I should have said it earlier.
Possibly long before you're left.
But now you're gone.
Even after a year I'm still crying.

I love that you call.
Just to say hi. I love that you
always make me laugh.
I always have loved that part of you.
Again, I always will.

Can you do me one favor?
One tiny thing that I need?
Can you tell me you love me?
Or at least if you can't tell me that,
tell me you care. Tell me that you always will care.
That's all I want to hear.
Just that you care. Just say you're a friend.
A friend who cares.

And to my friend who's never here.
I miss you darling. I really do.
I would love to see you again.
Before we get old and wrinkly,
and sagging in places we never knew we could sag at.
I'd love to see you again.
Just once, just to see you again.