Believe

All the sin
All the regret
A shameful past
I wish I could forget
But without the wounds
Could I ever heal?
Without the pain
Would I ever feel?
A black heart torn within
Bruised and broken
Just wanting it to end
But for every ending
There is a new beginning
Sew my heart up
It needed the mending
Fabricating the truth
To make it another day
A drink
A pill
I thought was the only way
Lies to cover the lie
I just didn't know why
But all alone
I would sit and cry
Counting the days
Just waiting to die
Withering away
Wanting
Waiting
Antcipating
Going in circles
Losing my mind
When all I wanted
Was finally to find
How to be the real me
To untangle my mess
And to finally see
I life I never knew
I thought it would never happen
Then I met you
You took my hand
Helped me off my knee's
Brought light to my life
And cured my disease
You are my angel
You have made me believe
Unchained my heart
And set my soul free
I never knew one person
Could change my ways
Cover my scars
Making me embrace each day
I almost became just another one
Every morning
Asking what I have done
But to give me the chance
Not only to live
But also to love
No one can tell me different
I know your from above
An angel on earth
An angel in my heart
You hold me together
And have became a part
Not only of my life
But a piece of me
I couldn't of done this on my own
Not without your care
Not without the love you've shown
There's millions of people
Who write what they feel
But only a fraction
I believe are actually real
My tears hit the paper
My pen shows my emotion
I cry not from pain
But from love and devotion
Finally I'm on the right track
Old ways
Faded fast
And I promise I will never go back
People change
Some for good
Some for bad
Some for no reason
Just like the leaves
During the autumn season
Some will show
And
Some will never know
But you have to try
And quit asking why
Cause the sun will rise
No matter how dark the night
Believe in yourself
Believe there will be light
Life twists and turns
Just keep fighting the fight
It's a part of growing
Look in the mirror
And never stop showing
That you can face your fears
You've made it this far
So wipe the tears
No more regretting
What I have done
With you in my life
I finally have a smile
And I got a feeling
It will be there a while =)