My insides are twisting..
its all cramping up.
the pain...
it
hurts so bad...
i sit here craddling myself
in fetal postion,
the tears streaming out of my eyes and down my face.
My boyfriend walks in...
comes over and holds me tight,
whispering in my ear "its ok...your ok i have you.. i wont let anything hurt you"
it makes me cry harder and he's like
"whats wrong baby? tell me whats wrong,please. i love you."
but i cant so i just hang on tighter.
I keep picturing
all these horrible flasbacks over and over...
like the abuse...rape...cutting...losing people i love the most...seeing my grandpa die in front of me on that hospital bed...
just all the stress its all coming out now and my parents maybe divorcing...
i can't handle it annymore...
so i sit there
holding on to one of the only people i love and hope wont leave me ..
like everyone else in this gosh dang world,
and cry
til i fall asleep in his arms...the only place i want to be.
A contest entry
- What Are You Feeling Inside? by Heavens Child.
550 points, ended October 28, 2008, 20 entries
• next poem in this contest, remove from contest
what cha think?
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We all need a safe place we can go when traumas come flooding back on us. You're lucky to have someone like this in your life. Best wishes and thank you for entering.
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np. and thanks so much!
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awwww babe i love you.
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i love u to!!! xoxoox
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