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I hate this seeing everyone
pushing him down
further and further
i know he can hurt
people he has hurt me too
But i don't know what
else there is to do
i really do care for him
i just wish i wasn't
used as an excuse
for the tension around him
My heart is ripping
more and more
every time someone
maligns him
It hurts me
especially when they
all were the reason
for my downfall
now I am only
friends with him..
friends just friends
that's all it will ever be.

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took 5 min in tech in bio...so not good, just upset...

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  • mickey94
    October 23, 2008
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    lol VOCAB WORD!


  • MusicIsMyLifeline
    October 23, 2008
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    *two


  • MusicIsMyLifeline
    October 23, 2008
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    at least u too still talk...


    • meggie94x
      October 23, 2008
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      yeah i dont know if thats for better or for worse. all it does is make me remember how it used to be and miss him more, and then those occasions where i get my hopes up. or he says something mean to me or hangs up on me. =\ idk whats better at this point


      • MusicIsMyLifeline
        October 23, 2008
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        believe me...talkin to him is waay better. now i have more time to dwell on things ='[

        • meggie94x
          October 23, 2008
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          i also have time to dwell on things. Have all the time in the world. But we will not agree on this particular opinion until we have seen it from each side. so that day when he ignores me and leads you on the the extreme we can decide which is worse. if they are both not the same extent of pain


          • MusicIsMyLifeline
            October 23, 2008
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            fine.

            i did have to see him w/u tho. =/ that was suckyy

            • meggie94x
              October 23, 2008
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              and seeing you two flirting the day after he broke up with me wasnt hard. Nicole its the same pain just in different forms. pain doesnt have levels its all the same. just seen differently by different people

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