Every night it seems
as if I am falling apart
Something is ripping at me
tearing at my heart
My tears turn to ash
as they touch the cold stone ground
I want to hide somewhere
to never be found
My eyes are widely shut
I fear to open them again
inside my blood is rippling
my chest crackles in pain
The night turns darker
so dark its almost black
I am blind without a curse
and I can never look back
some things I keep folded up
are unfolding themselves today
my own terrible sins are thick
they will never fade
leave me out of the waste
this is not what i usually do
its the wrong time to cry
but i got nothing else to do
when everything is at a hold
people are dying left and right
this is no time at all
to be too selfish and not fight
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