Fucking Random (Freewrite)

By mantis180 on August 20th 2008, late at night.
on topic Fuck!

Fuck
Fuck it all and drown it in tears
I lost it all when I lost you
Fucking lies and hateful deceit
I just cant find a way back to that place
I fucking cried over your fucking anger
I fucking lost myself in you fucking deceptions
I don't know what to fucking say
But since Fuck is my favorite curse
It's ok

I lost my best fucking friend
And I still don't have any fucking clue why
I lost her smile and her laughter
And I lost everything that made her her
I lost it all and now I'm pissed
Because it's all her own fucking fault
She lied to me and played it out
Asked for one fucking hour
To explain her god damn head games
But the sad thing is
I don't give a fuck

I lost the guy
His laughing eyes and his understanding ways
I fucked it up when I gave him his blow job
Because his girlfriend was a fucking friend
I thought she was a best friend
Till she went psycho on my ass
And chased me away with a verbal butcher knife
And once again I didn't give a fuck
So I sucked his dick and did what I wanted
And now its all a big fucking mess
Thought I fixed it all up
With a big fat fucking band aid
But once again...
I'm simply fucked
And no end in sight

I need to get fucked
20 years to lose my virginity
I lost it all in one fleeting thrust
And for fucks sake we had to stop
No fucking condom
Equals no fucking orgasm
And now I'm more frustrated then when I began
So basically the jist of this fucking rant
I need to get fucked
I need to get laid
I need to get lost
Away from my insanity
And hopefully I'll have a fucking condom
For the relief of a ten second orgasm