Saved by him again

Sitting on the edge of the old bridge looking down at the shallow waters below
I was fed up with life, I couldn’t last any longer I knew I needed to go
Thinking: that to my friends I am sorry, dad I’ll miss you and I hope you know
None if was your fault, please someone tell him, that I love him so

Standing up now, I see that it is even farther than I thought It’d be
To me that was great, just what I wanted, to die instantly
My mind found peace because my death I could see
I was ready to jump, ready to leave, that now I see clearly

So ready to go, something stopped me, why did he come?  NO!
Jake was running towards me, how did he know?
His face was torn as he saw me, and ran fast as he could go.
Seeing him froze me, I snapped back into realization, oh no

He just talked to me, he was telling that I needed to get down.
Again I was completely frozen looking into his eyes of brown.
Then saw something I did not like, that sad puppy like frown.
At that moment I wanted to die, any way possible, even to drown.

I saw what I had to do, so I stepped down, an Jake looked so happy.
He hugged me close, and he and then he kissed me softly.
I looked at him with confusion, and then he said to me,
“don’t  do that to me ever again, I love you so much Mimi.”

I started to cry, and I could not stop, I loved so much as well.
I could not say it, I could barely breathe, and then I fell.
It was because I was so tired, and I knew he could tell
So he took me home, and oh boy my dad was mad as hell

I love him, and always will. I will try not to hurt him at all.
I fear that I will go back to the bridge, and just “fall”.
He cares about me, and that makes me happy but most of all.
Now I can wake knowing he will be there, and save me from downfall