Thanks Again

It wears
The weight
A shrug of the shoulder
A hope it will pass
I’ll sleep through the day
And hope it’s gone away
By the time I’ve waked

It aches
It escapes
Emotion let out of me
Out of my eyes tears spill
Don’t want to feel
Can’t see
It can’t be
You are the cause of this change in me

You useless fuck!

You’re playing games
You want to pretend
But that’s not me
I’m all about you get what you see
Play your games
I’ll put you to shame
I’m the shit bitch
Fuck You!

I will not let you do this to me
I will be fucking happy

So long I’ve been Jill
So long I’ve been chill
Then in one week
One swoop

I’m in disarray
Dismay
Disbelief it’s you
You, who choose this shit to do

Fuck You!

I give up
I give in, my sorrows
I’ll suffer and swallow
My pride, I am hollow
Inside, I cried
Fuck You!