With One Last Cigarette

with one more step ill crawl
with one last cigarette i will fall
its time to give up
time to move on and shut up
becuz its over and im stuck in the cold
and you know this shame all in trifold
gimme your blanket for shelter

im hiding in the past
that i just cant get back
ive given all my heart to you
and you just threw it away like you always do
this time it wont be hard
to say i hated you in the end

with one more step ill trip on my face
with one more leap i will once again be on my back
lying in the damp grass
the clouds cover the night sky
its black so i just close my eyes
and turn the darkness in to oncoming headlights

ill be hiding in the past
that i just cant get back
ive given all my heart to you
and you just threw it away like you always do
this time its still to hard
to say i hated you in the end

love is so hard
faith goes slow
hope burns deep
even though i cant see
the stars i dont think that they are there
as the rain begins to fall ill give out one last scream
before the on coming spotlights claims me

im hiding still in the past
that i can just never get back
ive give all my heart to you
and youll just throw it out like you always do
this its hard
to say i still love you in the end