This Is How I Disappear

How it's helped in time and fate
In words and lines of bold
But who's to blame for all the hate
This world has since been sold

~♥~

Listening to other thoughts
Live by what they think
Hearing how tough we talk
Our minds begin to sync

Am I to blame
            If I say
'I'll Kill You'
(That I've said!!)

And then it seems
        That very day
That you...
You end up dead

Does that mean I took your life
I had you by the throat
Because I said I'd 'strangle you'
That one time in that note...

~♥~

If I write down in a song
And tell you that my life so long
Must be taken in the end
Do you take yourself my friend?

          Even if
At one time
I say
      Just be like me

        Suicide!
It's just a line
I wrote
  For you to sing

I write my death you for you to read
Then write another song(!)
If there's more for you to see
Then clearly I'm NOT gone

~♥~

Don't claim to follow in the words
Of what someone has done
Because a song is to be heard
Ideas and rhymes be sung

I didn't die
      Nor should you
I've never thought
    You Should

And I didn't say
          'Do as I do'
I never hoped
        You Would! 

I am not dead, of my own means
I haven't hurt a soul
All I do is write these things
You're in YOUR control

~♥~

So this is just me telling ALL
It's yourselves you should fear
Because to WRITE my suicide
Thats how I disappear