I Hope You Do

I hope you fall, and I hope you fall alone.
I hope that no one is there to catch you,
and that no one is there to put you back together again.
I hope you hurt.
I hope you cry.
I hope you fail.

And I hope you are sorry, because
Karma is a bitch.
And she'll find you soon enough.
And I hope that you feel
the way I did.
I hope you cry, scream, vomit and shake
like I did.

And I hope you know I don't really mean any of that.
But -

I hope one day you'll explain yourself.
I hope that you'll understand yourself enough
to explain yourself.
I hope we'll be able to see eachother as human beings.
I hope you find peace, real peace,
not the peace you've always forced yourself into and faked.

And I hope you know that I am fine.
That you did not break me.
I thought you had that power over me but you didn't.
And I hope that you are fine too (mostly).

And I hope you read this.
And I hope you understand.