bleeding eyes

Biteing my bottom lip
I fight back the tears
Yelling fills my ears..

Not knowing what to do
looking at your pictures
feeling your hands in mine

kissing my fourhead
I fall into a dream
feeling every touch
every emotion, finding it hard to believe
all the words thats been said
have I hurt you?
Am I doing wrong..

I want to make you happy
I want to give you the world
why must age matter
when love is at stake
I believe in love
I believe I could give it like no other

Its only you I wish to give it to
Its your heart I want to fill
The only hands I want in mine..

Why is everything so hard..
why is everything crumbling at my feet
when just yesterday it was yo i found beside me
things happen for a reason...
please say its for the good
please say its meant to happen..