I Didn't Think It Would Feel Like This

crash burn when I met you
fate
I could tell in that moment
and meeting your eyes when you drove by
I thought that day we'd eventually be something
or maybe everything.

and the sound is so deafening
and it's crying in my ears, bursting;
the sound of losing you.

what I hoped would live forever
is nothing more than what will never be.
even though i still know your laugh better than anything.

I don't think you miss me anymore,
and I'm starting to forget the exact shade of blue of your eyes.

you can't leave like this