Trying To Fix

it doesn't seem like anything is enough lately
i try to please and get nowhere. you take and
take from me till there's nothing left but the
tendons of a once fully put together person.

it always seems like I'm reaching for your hand but
you're pulling away and it's not fair. I don't wanna
say you're ashamed [even if you were then be a
man and tell me] but almsot as if you're afraid to
let yourself go and throw all inhibitions out the
window.

i've been begging you to choose me for years, I'm
so far gone with you that it feels like I'd do almost anything
to be the one you brag about.

but it it seems like nothing is enough. and we're getting
nowhere i'm trying to keep us together even though I'm
falling apart.