The pain Lives on...

You tell me how much you love me
though not as often as i'd like
you give me just enough
to keep me needing you...

You tell her thats shes beautiful
and how I leave you wanting more
hurts me deep inside
to know your not who you appear to be...

Our wedding Day was beautiful
full of laughter,love and joy
nothings been the same
since we lost our little boy...

Everyday that goes by
we seem so disconnected
my tears have been so endless
yet your blind to all my pain...

My mind is always racing
afraid of your next step
keeping in mind i'm not enough
the reason why you left...

What can I do to show you
my heart is in distress
care about yourself so much
while I'm losing all my faith...

I love you so much
but my hearts in so much pain
can't believe the things you say
always threaten that you'll just walk away...

I feel like we're on the edge
of our final destination
don't know what I'd ever do
if I lost the one man I love...